2010年1月5日 星期二

Lost myself

I remembered the reason why I decided to study abroad, I wanna make a change!

Having come back for about three months, I found that the chances for me are few. Then the question "Is that so difficult to shift from one industry to another?" emerged! That is the question that I've been trying to ask myself during these two weeks. It doesn't mean that I've given up trying to seek my fortune, instead, I attempt to keep reminding me that I can't abandon my initial motive and I believe I can do it in the nearest future. However, with time passing by, the long waiting period somewhat alarmed me. I fell back and started to sway between the decision of going back to the original position and the decision of giving up going back.

I did make a decision and resigned officially last week. When I was ready to leave the office, the manager in Actuary Dept. found me and asked me to join his team. I don't know whether this is the chance or not, I would rather think it is even thought the change is negligible. Unfortunately, it seems that the high official could't agree to adjust my salary to a corresponding level that a graduate having a master's degree possesses after several discussions. Then a question "Should I take the offer without a significant change after studying hard for one year?" was raised, another one recently.

I did need some opinions.